Am I Bipolar? What should I do?
I have had very high times and low times in my mood lately.
Like a cruel roller-coaster.
My self-esteem seems to be being ripped apart by this because for a week I’m beautiful and for a month I am a swamp-like creature.
I also have a ton more energy than normal, and can come up with better ideas, too.
I’m really happy, but also very mad; easily irritated.
During these time I’m also very social, interested in people, which is strange because I’m pretty much anti-social.
I also have really strange habits, and because of all this my school, and family-life is affected.
(habits:saying rude things, biting my fingers, yelling at people who aren’t even talking to me, being very impulsive, daydreaming so much I can barely concentrate on real life)
I’m 90% sure I am at the very least Bipolar II.
Anyway;
I’ve read up on this; taken a few scientifically reviewed tests and they all say:
Moderate to Severe Mania/Depression very likely;
Beneficial to get screened.
But the problem is my parents will not get me screened,or take me to a therapist and are very-anti drug. So I’m left with nothing because my parents are still my care-takers.
School is out now, so I can’t talk to a counselor there.
My parents believe that mental illnesses occur from terrible situations and abuse, so I’m just perfectly fine because I haven’t been abused.
But the funny thing is from the moment I was born I’ve had more than my fair share of traumatic experiences for my age; (13 surgeries due to facial defect, loss of two siblings, institutionalization e.e)
I just feel like I’m stuck.
What should I do?
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Spencer is right, you must get help no matter what.
I have bipolar and if your case is bad enough, things will only get worse. How old are you? You have to get help. I promise you that if you keep all of this stuff inside you, you’ll get worse and worse. Show your parents the facts or tell them. You can show them with stuff online. I’ll list some good to great websites in the sources.
Please get help. Do whatever it takes. You don’t want to end up like me.
If you ever need to talk: taggerung570@yahoo.com
Get help no matter what your parents say and please ignore people who keep putting up home remedies links. It is quite annoying. GET HELP NOW. Fight with your parents do whatever you must to get help.
Trama is just like abuse-Your life has trama in it you just listed it.
Realize this
Hurting people hurt others. It’s not you.. They are the ones who have a problem. People/parents do mean things or lie to manipulate. They just want the reaction so they can get high feel good from it. You have to look at the agenda and not just the words. Abuse is anything that’s not uplifting so forget what truth is being used right then. Remember -THEY actually get high on being mean, and thats why they do it.
When someone is exposed to bad family, occult books, drugs, or is simply not a Christian, then they are open to attack. Then so called- disorders such as Bipolar, Bullying, Anorexia, Cutting, OCD, anxiety, panic attacks,hearing voices can all come from this.. You can talk to me or google "emotional abuse" Knowing the truth is the step to freedom from pain. A shrink does not want to admit to demonic influence/hallucinations/emotions or Jesus Christ.
Psychiatrists have a major problem in that there is zero science in what they do. They do not draw blood to test for imbalances. For chemical imbalances no test exists. There is no conception of what a correct chemical balance would look like to date. "When anyone states that "depression" or any other psychiatric diagnosis " is a chemical brain-based problem that medications normalize, they lie absolutely". –Wayne K. Goodman, MD FDA
Remember sickness can be a spiritual problem – new age books and abuse attract hallucinations mistaken as Bi polar -Beware..
Google online "Emotional Abuse"=Realize its their problem.
Google- Diet Depression Soda Thyroid
Google-"Sinners prayer"- learn that heaven awaits you
Google- "Deliverance Prayers"
Click my name to talk. – God wants you to know truth- then forgive those who abused you.
http://www.heartless-bitches.com/rants/manipulator/emotional_abuse.shtml
http://www.no-more-bipolar-disorder.com/bipolar-hoax.html
http://www.mental-health-abuse.org/psychHoax.html
http://www.antipsychiatry.org/abolish.htm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hy79C0v8elE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b30iwhEw9ho See real docs explain it on camera
Source– Experience in a ministry seeing people healed when they know the truth without meds. Prior personal Involvement with NME, nations largest fraudelent hospital chain.